• Inside my head are broken thoughts,
    Broken families, broken hearts,
    I have my own feelings to concern,
    Feelings of love and happiness of which I yearn.

    Inside my head are unheard cries,
    All of the men that have left me behind,
    The memory of a family I once had,
    Before one after one, they all died.

    Inside my head are all the mistakes,
    All of the risks I had to take,
    The hearts and friendships I have ended,
    My own life that I have suspended.

    Inside my head are the hits I took,
    The smoke filling my lungs, all the disgusted looks,
    My eyes turning yellow and my skin turning red,
    My short life comes to an end, the doctor said.

    Inside my head is my reflection,
    The one I hate, the one I sent in a wrong direction.
    All those times I tried but I always fail,
    I miss my parents, why did they bail?

    Inside my head are those times in the hospital after tries,
    With scars rising up and down my legs and wrists,
    With stained tears and my stomach in a twist,
    Only to find dissapointment in their eyes.

    Inside my head is the future I have,
    The one with children but no dad,
    As I raise the gun to my head,
    As I take back all the times I plead.

    Inside my head is that life I had,
    The one where there were no happy endings,
    No smiles, no laughs, just my heart bending,
    But everything can only bend so far until it snaps.