• takeing a moment to clear and gather my thoguhts,thinking bout good times and wat the ******** happened.

    nothing clear anymore vision is blurry and senses are weak but im as strong as ever.

    rageing thoguhts followed by calming memories of a past that was ment to continue but never saw the wasy threw the plan.

    barried six feet under, no not corpes but memories that wer the best to you and wer crush by somone you knew.

    alcohal gushing out my wounds, smoke in and out my lungs.illusions form the trip come and go and i feel numb. but not completly i feel that pain and it wont go away.

    sitting back and writeing wat i want for a reason i know. but youll find a way to fit this ther your feeling too.even if its completly differnt it still works kus few ppl can get medaphors and clever use of nouns and verbs.

    new memories plan to happen but second thoughts question the particapation of the those envolved. but ill go threw with it evenutaly.

    too much is goin on,going to fast and wen we wana go slowly threw time so we can remeber the memories thatll chear us up or bring us down.

    no matter the out come i hope theyll be ther for me. but times out it sliped away but i dont give a s**t, wat i want to say will be said som how or another and this time or som time down the road.