• through it all love is aomething that i have come to understand sadly my lover is being blocked by the love of another man. if she had a choice with this mann she wouldnt be botherd unfortunatly this man happens to be her father. the pain coursing through me is not one that is fleeting, but a pain long and hard thast makes me wish my heart to stop beating. that just leaves stuck and makes my wonder and causes my heart to beat louder than thunder. and this pain yes it comes again and again beacuse i didn't just lose a lover i lost a good friend. in this desperate time theres one thing to do thats hold on to my love and hope she will too.