• many people call me heartless
    but that is the only way i could survive this world
    all things i have been through have made me mute to emotions

    I have seen what the world holds
    i have seen what the world lacks
    i have seen men and women slaughtered in front of me
    i have seen rivers of blood
    through all this i have remained strong
    my courage never lacking
    never showing signs of giving up
    i must be brave for those who can not
    i must be strong for those who are weak
    even as my family was murdered
    i did not shed a tear
    i did not whimper
    i did not turn away

    many people call me heartless
    for never showing emotion
    they say i have no soul

    but don't they get that all i want to do is cry
    that all i want to do is scream until i lose my voice

    but i remain strong not showing emotion
    for emotion is a weakness i shall never have
    i do not mourn for the lost of everyone dear to me

    if i must remain heartless to lead those who have suffered as me
    if i must remain cold to get justice for to many deaths that can not be revenged
    then i shall

    no matter how much i would like to let out my rage
    no matter how much i would like to show the sorrow and despair i have been through
    i shan't


    many people call me heartless
    but if it is to save people from dying then so be it