• I am out here in the rain as the pain is so deep it reminds me of the Cray I used to see. The people in black passing me, fall into sadness saying, why it couldn’t have been me! I sit there breakdown and fall cause this pain no one else could feel at all. I lay on the ground, close my eyes and the pain had stopped hurting to my surprise. My eyes are open and with disbelief I have those wings that only god can see, I now realize forever is now but I wonder why right now?I see her in the distance running towards me pounding on my breathless body saying come back to me! My soul heading down and meeting my body waking up and seeing her face gave me the power to be reborn and for that I thank God for all he has done because I now know what life is for.