• I never thought love would hate me so much.
    My heart feels like it's bleeding
    I feel an invisible knife go through my chest
    as it attempts to stop its own beating.

    I throw up my supper.
    and observe my ribs in the mirror.
    I've been getting skinnier since you left..
    God, how I wish you were here.

    I cry silently to myself at night..
    With no attempt to sleep.
    I know I won't get any tonight
    I'll just sit in the dark and weep.

    God knows you're not thinking about me,
    And God knows I know it too.
    We all know you're not thinking of anything but yourself.
    And there's nothing anyone else can do.

    I tried so hard,
    To make it work out this time..
    But your will worked harder, against mine.
    I guess now.. I'll be just fine..

    Leave me to my death bed now..
    The knife still plunged into my chest
    Let the blood soak my body, drowning what's left of me
    And we all know, he's never going to detest.

    heart Randi Lyn