• Why don't they realize I'm being torn apart?
    Why don't they realize I just play the part,
    Of a happy girl who has no problems?
    Why don't they realize the smile is fake?
    That all they do is take?
    Why don't they realize the life they see is just an act?
    It is but a simple fact,
    That all I do, all I say, it is a lie.
    Even I don't know why.
    Why don't they realize I cry alone at night,
    That nothing ever feels right?
    Why don't they realize they expect to much of me,
    That I long to be free.
    Why don't they realize I feel so alone,
    Even if it is never shown?
    Why don't they realize my heart aches so,
    That my life feels so low?
    Why don't they realize I have nowhere to turn,
    That all I do is crash and burn?
    Why don't they realize I cant live like this anymore?
    For this I am sure.
    So I'll take the gun, point it at my head.
    I won't have to deal with this if I'm dead.