• i watch out the window
    watching the rain fall quickly
    feeling the blood drain from my face
    i see him
    standing there
    watching me
    why is he here?
    why has he come back?
    what does he want from me?
    what have i done to deserve this?
    lighting flashes
    hes gone
    an illusion?
    my mind?
    why is this happening?
    why am i so deranged?
    the door bell rings
    loosing all concentration
    running quickly
    scared of who it may be
    i feel the blood drain from my body
    as i open the door
    its him again
    hes back
    i slam the door
    i run up to my room
    to hide
    i have lost all my pride
    ive gone insane
    the pain had returned
    ive never let go