Are you sure about this?

• Artist: Heir Transparent
• Description: I wrote this a while ago. Can't remember why. But I did.
  It sounds a lot better when read out loud.
  Anyway.
  Come stop by my shop and perhaps I'll write something for you. ^w^
  Enjoy~
• Date: 07/14/2009
• Tags: sure about

I know, I know.
You can’t help it.
You aren’t to blame for this wreckage.
Only my selfish heart.

Beaten and done, I reach for my death wish on the table.
A moment’s hesitation, and…
Finished.

Strike my thoughts from your oblivious mind.
Wait for it…
Wait for…

Oh, don’t you know?
Can’t you see?
Why don’t you hear my screams in your ear?

You mean more than I ever will.
This is pathetic.
What have I done with myself?

I am helpless.
My broken and bleeding heart cries out for you (oh, how disgustingly cliche).

I am sickened that I am so dependent.

I grasp the last memory of you and I,
and remember at the last moment that
it was all a lie.

My tongue struggles to find the words.
Throat chokes on empty adjectives
and meaningless pronouns.

You’ll never care.

It’s the sad truth,
but
this is just a lost cause.

And the fact that I know this
is the only reason
that I refuse
to give up.

Comments

[Funky Boob Leakage]

so pretty OwO

[BUNDIES]

very beautiful <3
and i feel like I can somehow feel the feelings it,s supposed to give you when you read it.
Like if you have been abandoned...

[Heir Transparent]

I'll take that as a compliment... I think.
I'm glad you like it though. ^^;;

[Suereina]

ironic. you just summed up my life since last year in *counts* 12 stanzas. bahaha. <3