• If I know you are not the man I will always love
    Why do I still cry over you weeks after it ended
    It sting in the core of my being
    When someone says your name
    I wish you were there with me
    Cry that we could not be what I wished
    And damn myself for being me
    If I was different would we still be
    So many nights I fear sleep
    Once I shut my eyes many things happen
    My mind pokes the heart tells it your stupid fault
    Heart tells me you can change and get him back
    Then they face the reality he never will want me back
    That if I kept waiting I would never learn
    But I just keep crying and wish things where
    Different.