• i see him one more time
    but this time he passes by me
    like i never existed

    i turn around finding my own best friend
    they clash each other in a hug
    and they peck each other on the cheek

    a stream of jealousy goes through me
    the kind where you could just strangle someone
    such anger raged through my body
    that i didn't notice my fists clenching

    i walk over and greet my best friend
    like if nothing had happened
    he looks over at me
    and he says these words
    that destroy me.
    just these 3 simple words
    "i love her"

    i smile at my best friend
    and say "congrats"
    then i turn to him

    such urge to drop my books
    and start shooting him questions.
    the questions where you just start crying
    screaming
    where everyone is mad
    like a tornado destroying houses

    but i hold my ground
    and smile
    as i could feel my eyes water
    i hug him

    and i hug him
    like if i was saying goodbye forever.
    i let go gracefully
    and walk to my class

    in two seconds the bell would ring
    but i could really care less
    cause for now
    the misery begins.