worst mistake

• Artist: Karai4602
• Description: This is my free style poetry piece about me and my ex. even if you don't vote for it please tell me if it's normal to feel this way.
  i do still love him, even though i know i shouldn't
• Date: 07/25/2009
• Tags: lost love lust wanting mistake

it may suprise you
what my worst mistake is
my worst mistake is you
getting rid of you

i know i can't have you
i know i shouldn't
then why months later
do i still dream about
the way you held me
the way i loved you

i don't understand why
i don't understand at all
why do i still love you
and long for your touch

your still my frist thought
each morning
and i still cry myself to sleep
wishing i still had you

i knew it would be hard
but why this hard
i knew i'd always love you
you my frist love

but i didn't know


that i'd still want you

Comments

[Jerryboam]

It is normal but why shouldn't you? Answer that and you've won the battle. If you really shouldn't then hang in there. I'm 58 and I still think of my first love sometimes. I'm glad I didn't go that route in the end. You should see her now. But I'm glad for love, and glad there was a first time. Let me clue you in girl. He'll always be special if you really loved him.

[tempting heart]

it is ok i know how you feel i love someone even though i am told i shouldnt but thats just how it is when you have a connection with someone it doesnt go away like that it stays and lingers for a long time and you probably will alway remember him but it will take a while to get that way