The Way I Am

• Artist: ElectronicSounds
• Description: Love, a death wish. We all get that feeling, deep inside of us, thatwe've known to be called "love." Throughout my life, I've had two loves, Eiden and Chase. They were best friends. One promised me forever, the other kept it.
  So heres to the boys and girls whom make promises only someone else can keep.
• Date: 07/29/2009
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You see me, I smile. Your eyes have a glow, like none I've ever seen. You hold me close and whisper "forever my love." My heart oozes joy, my hands tremble with fear, fear of losing the one person that takes me the way I am.
You call the next day, tell me everything will work out someday. But that someday just isnt today.
My heart sinks, my thoughts darken.
"I thought you took me as I am!", I scream at you.
"I do! I just dont want you." you say.
I say nothing and hang up. The pain was too much, the doubt so intense. You acted as my shelter, my oxygen for so long that I forgot how to live without you.
So now theres nothing left to take.
I'm glad to know you were only a fake.