• what is this feeling
    it feels like as if i always had it
    it feels like its been growing little by little
    with every single anger and sadness
    it feels like its been waiting for a long time
    to show its true colors
    but then again
    it feels like something or someone is stopping it from coming out
    maybe it doesnt want to come out
    maybe it just want to eat me up
    with every problems that happens
    this little feeling fools everyone
    they wont ask whats wrong
    because this little feeling gets replace
    with another feeling called happiness
    but cant they see
    that its all fake
    this feeling makes me feel useless
    hopeless......