• as i woke with pain
    i learned there was nothing i gained
    with tears in my eyes and blood on my wrists
    i lay there cold in the dark
    felling nothing accept for my beating heart
    i feel its time to go but there is still something holding me back
    i look around and take one last glance; at the world the people who laughed and remembered how i never got a second chance i said a quick good bye and tightend my grasp
    i breathed my last breathe and i was finally dead at last

    pressed the cold metal against my wrist
    truley, i nvr thought it wld end like this
    i looked down and felt a tear stream down my face
    in the world i always felt out of place
    now i feel this isnt right , but i no my life has to be ended by tonight
    i cant say goodbye , i cant look back im here for a reason, now its my time to act
    why im here im not sure but when i share details nobody cares anymore
    now its time to go , i let the blood flow i fall to the ground without a single sound , this is my place , my home

    i feel so much pain as i finish every day
    it continues and grows , seems never ending
    i stand tall and keep moving on
    but each step beats me down harder
    the sound of my heart grows softer
    as i fall to the ground, i crawl on me knees to keep going
    the continuous laughter and the countiuous pain is what i can no longer take
    so i find the box that holds the key
    the key that will take me out of my missery
    i grab the knife, and with out a second thought
    without a second glace
    no second chance
    i flick my wrist and im dead
    i wish i knew from the start it was this easy