• i wanted to tell her
    but it was all a blur
    i couldnt speak
    i felt very weak
    my heart was racing
    it was pounding
    i couldnt move
    i felt frozen
    i felt heat against my body
    i tried to do it
    nothing happened
    i tried to say it
    but i was nervous
    it was my last chance
    i miss her
    i love her
    i want her to be with me
    i want another chance
    i wanted to kiss her before she left
    i wanted it to be the best day of my life
    i wanted to remember it forever
    i wanted her to have my heart
    but i didnt have the guts to do it
    i was a jerk
    i was nothing when she left
    i was broken
    i need her in my life
    all i have to say now is
    i love you now and forever

    ~this is for you shoshana