• Letting the time slip away
    Like its your last
    Holding on deep to your heart
    Even when you have nothing left
    You stare at the sky
    Feeling loved
    But its only a fragment of your imagination
    From the start
    Since their has never been love
    Nor hate
    Just loneliness
    Your too afraid to put yourself out their
    Into the bottomless pit of despair
    Thats what we call the world
    You think of all your so called loved ones
    Who ran far away from you
    You and disablitiy
    Which you never knew you had
    The disablity to truly love


    As the first raindrop of the season falls
    You wonder
    Can I really let my guard down?
    Won't I get hurt?
    Yes, you will get hurt
    Every one does but thats just whats makes you stronger
    You curl back into a circle
    Your to afraid
    Just like a child
    Except 50 years too late
    Your body shakes on the thought of being betrayed
    Of being hated
    Of being lied to
    Of being hurt
    Or maybe just being loved

    So back into your walls
    To the place you call home
    The one place your truly you
    The scared coward you really are
    Since love has passed you too many times
    Without you even taking the chance
    So wither away
    Scared for never being perfect
    Alone
    Hurt from never being loved
    Hated
    Loved since you only love yourself
    And let the time slip away