• A layer of filth destroys me...
    as far as the eye can see..
    i never structure the world to suit me but i
    mourn the shadows of tastless ecstacy

    i cut deep
    into the bones
    arrogance in denying
    the selfish sun
    your fading out
    like a dying dream

    the water in my mouth
    will seep its ways into my lungs
    just drowning blissfully forever
    eventually i'll fall asleep
    and never wake up to the dreams
    for everything i cared for

    knee deep in human failure
    a far cry from your exsistence
    a subtle effort to
    breach the many layers
    a condescending god
    too busy not answering your prayers
    everything you care for
    the more you push away

    i slip into silence
    the vulgarity is profoundly vague
    i look outside of my life
    just to find...
    that everything's out of reach
    trapped in a basement
    for days
    in my madness
    i scribble onto the walls
    "I am so totally god right now"
    the way it comes for me these
    scars shine through in the distance
    such a waste
    but its better this way
    no longer a slave
    i want to spend the rest of my life
    buried in a shallow
    grave