• spitting cruel words to get a reaction

    working for my own dreams
    and my own satisfaction

    who will care for me if not myself
    hiding from the world putting my heart on a shelf

    locking the door keeping my eyes open
    fearing the words that were left unspoken

    trying so hard to live my life
    while enduring the pain the horrible strife

    locked out from the world for so very long now
    i want to get out of here but i dont know how

    striving for more yet ending up with less
    turning my family into a horrible mess

    driving away what had always been there
    turning my eyes away without a care

    living on my own with people all around me
    in this dark hole is were you have found me.