• maybe i just need to get over myself.
    maybe the only way is to let go and just put myself out there.
    but no one's here to help me out of this tunnel,
    i'm stuck in a ditch and i can't climb out.
    i'm trapped...
    i need help...
    but when my hero comes along she just abandons me.
    what now?
    i've tried...
    is there any use?
    i'm trying.
    i feel that...
    if i stop...
    i'll die.
    there'd be no point in living.
    but no one is around to help.
    at least i have someone who will listen.
    just baby steps now.
    small goals,
    tiny steps...
    any maybe,
    just maybe,
    i'll get there.
    back on board on this roller coaster of my life.
    back on track.
    back to being me.
    9:23 pm
    <3