• Do you know true pain?
    Or thoughts that can drive you insane?
    You don’t know what I have been through
    And all the things that I would do
    How I never speak my mind
    Since it is awful and unkind
    How my thoughts are always violent
    And I hide them by staying silent
    How my secrets stay unknown
    And my feelings are never shown
    How I want to kill and kill
    And put you under my will
    How your life is what I crave
    And I would make you my slave
    How I can invade and steal your space
    And make you feel like a disgrace
    How I can win your heart with my flirt
    And then break it so you can feel my hurt
    How I would love to see you bleed
    And take away the things you need
    How I can scare you in the dark
    And make your fear start to spark
    How I can easily make you cry
    And make you wish you would die
    How my words can bring you fright
    And haunt you in the night
    How I can cut off your air
    And be in your worst nightmare
    Or if I take away your breath
    I can make you think of death
    All the things I think about
    Would make you scream and shout
    This is a bit of my sinning
    Not even close to the beginning
    But I shall always keep the real me hidden
    Since these thoughts are forbidden
    You see me with a smile and think I am kind
    But look within me and you won’t like what you find