• Someone is calling for you
    Someone is waiting for you
    Someone needs you
    Someone wants you
    Someone loves you
    Someone cherishes you
    Someone is coming for you
    Someone is stalking you
    Someone is obsessed with you
    Someone is raping you
    Someone is murdering you
    Someone is going to jail
    Someone is getting executed
    Someone is getting hanged
    Someone is getting shot
    Someone is dying
    Someone is crying
    Someone is paying for
    The funeral bill
    Someone like you shouldn’t pity those
    Who have hurt you on the inside
    But you know better
    Yet you still can’t hate them
    For what they’ve done to you
    You wait on the edge of nothing
    Wishing you could take it all back
    Yet knowing you can do nothing
    You cannot change what they did to you
    Somehow it all feels like a dream
    Wait….no a nightmare
    A vicious nightmare that you can’t escape
    That replays in your head every chance it gets
    You can never escape
    No…you can never escape from the guilt you feel
    Because you let them do that to you
    You didn’t try to stop it
    You could have
    But you didn’t
    Because you loved them
    Even though it was wrong
    You didn’t know
    But in reality you did
    You were too young, too innocent
    To realize that they were tricking you
    Until it was too late
    Now they haunt your dreams
    You haven’t seen them in three years
    Their face is only a shadow in the back of your mind
    Yet it’s so distinct and you can hear their voice
    Beckoning to you
    So they can touch you again
    So they can rape you again
    So they can kill you again
    So they can scar you again
    So they can demolish all you thought was right
    And twist it around on itself and you don’t know what to do
    It all happened too fast
    You wouldn’t want to be in a room alone with them
    For fear that they might attack
    In a violent passionate rage
    To get what they want from you, again
    And this time they won’t wait for your consent
    They’d kill you just to get what they want
    They’d rip all your morals and values to shreds
    Just so they can have their one moment of pleasure
    You see the satisfaction on their face
    Yet you don’t feel the same way
    You’re trapped inside a cage
    A cage sealed with iron bars that cut deep into your skin
    Like a serrated knife
    You bleed profusely until you can’t bleed anymore
    No one is there in the darkness to save you
    You cannot tell anyone what they have done for you
    You promised them you wouldn’t
    They told you they loved you
    Then they asked, “Don’t you love me?”
    And you replied, “Am I supposed to?”
    No, the answer is no, you’re not supposed to love them like that
    You’re supposed to run far away from them and never return to that place
    Don’t let them touch you again
    They stopped once you made them stop
    But don’t count on them stopping again
    You got jealous when they showed their love to someone else
    You told them to stop
    They did
    So run far away from them and cry your eyes out
    “But never tell anyone our little secret!
    It’s our little secret
    Our deep, dark, little secret.”
    He pleaded to you