• drowning...suffocating...darkness...

    this is all i feel, all i see, if i was able to.

    caught up in my own darkness....numb...not feeling anything.....not hearing anything.....not thinking.......if any thinking....only of darkness

    "can't breath"....."lost"......"cold"

    then i see something

    for the first time, i feel

    i hear

    but what do i hear

    .....oh...its my name....someone is calling me, and i feel......anger? no. saddness? no. ahhh....i know

    happiness.

    someone calls my name, and i see light

    coming closer, breaking the surface....!!

    and i'm there.

    embraced in warm arms...

    i sigh.

    i am loved.

    i am saved.