• Drowning in myself
    I’m loosing track of time
    Can’t get my head right
    I guess I shouldn’t try
    I want to forget the past
    Yet I want to go back.
    I want to live in a memory
    Or inside my mind
    I have to create my perfect world
    To try to stay sane
    Or is living in a fantasy insane?

    No one fits in my head
    How selfish I became
    Maybe they don’t understand
    That I have to keep them
    From my insane mind.
    I’m not okay
    That’s for sure
    But I will search for a wait out of this cage
    I have a “Perfect Life”
    That’s what they say…
    When all I need
    It’s someone to keep me safe.

    I’m walking through shadows
    That I casted myself
    Can’t see the way out
    Of this f***ing hell.