• I spent too much time
    Trying to find another way
    Back to when I gave my heart to you
    On that lovely day in May

    And as I stare down at this note
    Questioning regretfully why
    I count 55 I hate you's
    And sadly a single lie

    This is where I stop
    This is where I turn around
    I can't hold on to someone
    Thats hiding to never be found

    As much as I claim to hate you
    And however much I do
    I wish deep down there wasn't a part
    That wished you loved me too

    I wish there wasn't a part of me
    Who wishes it didn't end
    Who wishes this never happened
    Who wishes it wasn't us I tried to defend

    I'm waiting for tomorrow
    Waiting for the rain to fall
    To wash away these feelings
    And to leave nothing of this at all

    So maybe there's a single lie
    And maybe I don't want to leave
    But maybe I've finally realized
    You were only a memory left to weave