• Everybody wake up!
    Why is it that no one sees
    That all the pain is from the change
    You forced on me
    Changed my life, forced to change my ways
    Hiding from the unknown just to make it through the day
    And every day I'm here I feel like ripping off my face
    But that's the way I like it 'cause I love to hate this place
    I hate it that I'm forced to get used to the hate
    Pretend that I give a s**t while I hide in this case!

    I can't break it in
    I just keep it bottled up
    I can't break it in
    When it all feels so ******** up
    And just for your sake
    I constantly lie
    Tell you that I'm fine,
    Even though it's killing me inside!

    You brought pain to light
    Then made me go through with it
    You claim that it's right
    But you're the only ones who wanted this
    Stressed from all this selfish s**t
    Being told to deal with it
    Cried because I'm all alone
    Because of your own happiness
    I don't want to fight, but I don't want sorrow to win
    I'm so sick of hiding, but I don't want to fit in
    I don't want to know them, but don't wish to be unknown
    I am never happy, just distracted when I'm home

    I can't break it in
    I just keep it bottled up
    I can't break it in
    When it all feels so ******** up
    And just for your sake
    I constantly lie
    Tell you that I'm fine,
    Even though it's killing, killing me inside!

    There's no longer a chance to be happy
    So how would it help if I tell you how I feel?
    The purpose of these words is to blow off some steam
    I am not trying to fill you with guilt
    But I clench tight into my hand
    As hatred pours like burning sand
    And though I have tried the best I can,
    It seems as though nothing will be normal again


    I can't break it in
    I just keep it bottled up
    I can't break it in
    When it all feels so ******** up
    And just for your sake
    I constantly lie
    Tell you that I'm fine,
    Even though it's killing me inside!

    I can't break it in
    You can't make me accept this!
    I can't break it in
    I have tried, but now I quit
    I can't break it in
    I am through with faking it
    I'm done faking happiness
    And pretending I give a s**t!!!