• Dear self,
    I can't take you anymore,
    I'm telling you this as my feelings pour.

    I hate you,
    self!

    I have no life,
    Cause now you have me cutting with a knife.

    I squeeze myself in to be 'cool',
    But the truth it,
    I'm just another helpless fool.

    I laugh on que,
    My smile is fake,
    I'm just another helpless girl without any faith.

    So tonight,
    I have nothing to lose,
    for this is my life,
    and soon I will have to choose.


    Sitting here on this lonely window edge,
    I pull it open,
    Down below is my deaths dread.

    I stand on the sill,
    Closing my eyes,

    For tonight,
    My family will come home to a bloody fright.