• my heart is lost in all this hate
    the hate which eats away at my fate
    the fate I can't seem to escape
    at least not for now, so for now I'll wait
    wait for the time in which i am called
    but until that time ill sit here and stall
    holding the hate back behind the walls
    hoping while I wait I don't stumble and fall
    my strength is fading holding on to them all
    the peices that are crumbling off this wall
    I can only hope when the final stone does fall
    that I will be out where many smiles call
    but if the final stone does fall
    and you do not call
    I will still be standing here with my hate
    waiting to see what comes to me the next day
    and when i am carryed from the ground
    and the enemy is all standing around
    when they pick me up from my final place
    they'll see I died with a smile on my face