• I am at a loss for words
    All I write
    I crumble and toss
    It's all useless
    to describe the feelings

    I am lost
    between the cracks
    of black and white
    of love and pain

    I start a poem
    it ends unfinished
    the story and point untold
    the love and pain still frozen

    i've hid so long
    i can't find myself
    i can't find a way out
    i am lost in myself

    the love is yours
    the pain is yours
    and its hers too
    i'm sorry is all i say

    i pain for your pain
    i ache to fix it
    to be the nurse
    healing your wounds

    but I can't
    I am frozen and lost
    between the cracks
    of black and white
    of love and pain
    of right and wrong
    of can and can't

    I am lost
    sitting in front of you
    chatting and smiling
    but you will never know