• It started out, just the two of us.
    We grew a lot over the years.
    Milord took us in, made us our own.
    We lived as two, yet still as one.
    We met that girl one year, who we thought was a boy.
    As time goes by, a lot more changes.
    Our love, now becomes just an “act.”
    That girl is about ruin our entire line of love and being.
    Writing this, I hoped to clear my mind.
    I’m jealous, I’m alone, I’m pained.
    I hate this feeling, yet I just don’t care anymore.
    Love is hard for me to understand since that girl arrived.
    My brother still loves me, but now in a much different way.
    I miss him, I miss my old self, I miss the love we used to have.
    Living with this pain and grief, I’m not sure what to hope for.
    That girl is causing all this pain.
    Why am I like this?
    Only I can answer that one day.
    But… will I still look at life the same way?
    Will my life ever be the same like before thatgirl came?
    What do I think of that girl now, in comparison to my brother?
    I don’t understand.
    Only life can answer that question.
    Only someday may I finally find my truth.

    -Hikaru Hitachiin (Keiichi Kiroku)