• It seems like
    Anything I do will never help in the end,
    it's always
    ********' up my life and throwin' me for a bend,
    it's always
    Seein' how far I can twist, then twistin' some more,
    and it just
    Beats me to the line, I'm tryin' to balance the score.

    My life is
    Falling from my hands, I try to catch it, but fail
    it's just that
    Everything I've tried never seems to come to avail
    and always
    Watching in my sleep, disappointed spirits of hope,
    to the point that
    Anything I do will never help me to cope.

    And I'll

    Never get ahead, never fall behind, never lookin' back, never lookin' up, always lookin' for a sign,
    Playin' out my cards, playin' out my life, tryin' to resist, tryin' to desist, always trying to survive.

    WHY can't you see that there's pain in your eyes,
    That there's hope in your heart and there's fear in your lies?
    Now, forever, remember, through perilous night,
    Through the dawn and the darkness, I'm holding you tight.

    And it has
    Come to the point where everything I see is you
    and always
    Never looking back when I act on things I hope are true
    and never
    Always lookin' for a path to help realize
    that I've been
    Pampered all my life with useless, self-generated lies

    I need to
    Find a way of proving I'm not ********' around,
    that every
    Thing I do's more weighted than that near-empty sound
    that I always
    Used to produce, when I just felt insecure.
    but now I
    Know what I'm doing will never find me a cure,

    And I'm

    Always breakin' up, always breakin' down, always breakin' bank, always breaking hearts, never breakin' up the lies
    Forever runnin' round, running' circles round my heart, my dreams, my hopes, ignoring the needy soul that cries

    out to me

    WHY can't you see that there's pain in your eyes,
    That there's hope in your heart and there's fear in your lies?
    Now, forever, remember, through perilous night,
    Through the dawn and the darkness, I'm holding you tight.

    So it's like this, all...

    I crossed a line when I tried to set myself free,
    someone get down and save me
    lost myself in the darkness where
    no one ever goes and I'm dying all the
    time, double time, step it up, hit my prime,
    And I'm makin', breakin', stakin', wastin' away
    all the things that your God gave me
    It's a parody
    Of the life that I lived, it's a
    tragedy of fates, of broken crates of dreams that never
    lifted up off the ground, and it always seems that I'll never
    Be the same, it's all a game, the same ********' game that never
    ends, no gain, all pain, a lose-lose situation that
    we're stuck in, ********' wasting our lives, trying find a key
    to the chaos enveloping, and then a light shines, 'cause I've found it.
    Sounding out the lines, divine, the narrow blind
    Between morality, hypocrisy, dissolves into time.

    I'm hounding out the truth, and I know that
    I've found all I ever wanted right
    here, right now, like this,
    it's stupid simple, really.

    There's just one word that explains why
    I stay in the game, all this pain, why
    all this hurt won't go unwasted, untasted,
    Erased all this face, just for what?

    It's

    [YOU.]

    WHY can't you see that there's tears in my eyes,
    'Cause it's pierced through my heart and it's punished my lies?
    But forever remember, through perilous night,
    And through fire and darkness, I'll still hold you tight.