Do What You Need To Do

• Artist: Rejekted Suicide
• Description: I wrote this poem because I was badly hurt by a partner. I am in a deep depression right now. Please do not bash on me...I'm very depressed as it already is, don't make it worse, please.
• Date: 07/22/2010
• Tags: need

Leave me
Hate me
Burn me
Beat me
Hit me
Do what you need to do
Even if it means
Having you
Making me do
What you want me to do
Look what hell you made me go through
Just make me do what you want to do
Bloody clouds
Crimson rain
Acid rain
Burning pain
I have no remorse
I really don't care
Have people stare
I'll always say I don't care
I am prepared
Just do what you need to do
And get out of my life
Because it is full of empty strife
Leave me with pain
Leave me to suffer
Leave me to die
Leave me to cry
I'd seriously rather die
Then be anything to you
I'd rather be a morsel
Riding on a never ending nightmare carousel
Because you already ruined my happy life that once was
Now it's just catastrophic wonders
Just do what you need to do
I could really careless
And be under stress
Than deal with this stress
Leave me
Hate me
Burn me
Beat me
Hit me
Do what you need to do
I'd rather be in hell with the devil
Just leave me as a piece
Because my hatred has increased
For you my love

Comments

[cuttlefishCuIIer]

You may not get over painful moments
It's great that you have something to
ease your soul

[Rejekted Suicide]

Hey, writing poems helps me calm down, and I don't have "issues big time". Plus other people may feel this way, yes? I'd rather express my feelings than keep them in, thank you very much.

[godzilla250]

ok you have issues big time its just a person some people are there 4 a reason and some r 4 a season there r millions of fish in the ocean

[otakuskater]

*hugs* I understand what you've been going through. I used to keep a journal full of depressing moments. But don't worry. You'll get over it soon unexpectedly. Be with people you feel comfortable to hang out with until you get over it.