• He doesn't know how much you cry,
    how many calls you make, or
    how many pills you take
    to try and ease the pain

    he says you dont love him
    you know tis not true,
    its just not showing on the outside
    the way you want it to

    you know he's depressed
    he's showed you the scars
    he still talks about you all the time
    as if you were a star

    you know you wont be good enough
    to ever stay with him
    and even when he says u were meant to be
    you cry "you dont understand"

    finally its over
    you are not supposed to be relieved
    calling friends and talking
    crying till you dream

    the two of you still talk
    but its not the same
    he doesnt come to school anymore
    you dont remember his name

    eventually you stop talking
    wont even look each other in the face
    so this is how things will turn out
    guess i'll never win this race