• I loved her with all my heart...

    I never told anyone....but I knew I lovedd herr...

    But what I didn't know is that she loved me with all her heart too.

    But sadly she thought we would never had a chance to be together...

    I asked my friends what they thought of her....

    Theyyy all told me they thought she was a snobbby,richh girl and

    that she only cared about money, I was very disappointed about that....

    That made me really sad just to think she would judge me by the clothes

    I wear and what I have or don't have....

    My friends didn't like her at all and made me belive she wasnt the girl for me....

    All my friends made fun of her while I had trouble makng fun of he because deep down I

    knew her smile lit up the whole room. Her beauty was worth looking at,and her happniess

    glowed in her smile. One dayy all my friends where making fun of her at a pool partyy, they

    laughed at her saying she wasnt allowed to go into the pool because she can ge a

    infection of being in the water with people not in her upper class.

    I simpy remember her tear........

    rolling down her face and she ran to the living room.

    As she cried I approached her for the

    first time and caught her tear in her eye. She told me what I was doing with her, I lied and

    said I was hungry and came in for some food. At that moment I felt I should tell her what I

    feel maybe in return she'd feel some thing special for me but what if she didnt? What would

    I do? So then I wipe off her tear on her face and she told me she had to leave.

    Later she went to the car and texted me thankyou for keeping me company and helping me

    get through this. I replied no problem anything ou need I'll always be their and she simply

    replied by the way I liked you since 3rd grade.....when I replied I told her I've liked her since

    then too. She replied and said but I always thought you hated me because you would

    always run off with your friends than approach me.... When I replied I told her I didn't want to

    be dissapointed if she didnt like me.... Later on she never texted me back...

    I decided to call her house and her mom told me she was in the hospital and had a very low

    chance of living because she had a big car crash....

    I was so suprised that this could happen to her and at the same time felt like if I told her

    something sooner none of this would happen.... But now it was too late.... I rushedd to my

    car and drove to the hospital in a flash. I found her on the hospital bed.... I told her how

    much I loved her and if she left I'd never find a way to show her I did. Later that night she

    passed away... but her memory is what still gives me the strength to say what I feel and do

    what I think is righ and do what I want because I want to. I sometimes wonder how my life

    would of been if I'dgo out with her and tod her from the start how I felt about her unti then I'll

    never really know this feeling..