• I held my breath for a very long time just trying to get you off my mind. I could feel my heart slowing down my breaths getting shorter trying to end my life just like any other. I was so heart broken when you went away and I see you now saying that you are okay. I fret to tell you what I have tried to do because you won’t understand that is how much I loved you. I could feel my head tumble all my thoughts on how much you would care if I were lost. With what I had said and what I had done my love for you is all but none I waited so long to hear from you and now I know that this love is not true. So I sit here and fret to tell you my bad news… I almost died today because I thought that I had lost you. This poem is short my breathing is a mess and I still hate hearing the thump thump thumping in my chest. It lets me know that I am still here stuck in between what once seemed so dear. I wanted to leave to be an angel and the sky but now I am stuck here crying all day and all night. Waiting to hear you say you love me but I know that won’t happen…. So long my love I will let you be.