• I've known it for awhile now
    The truth I can't ignore
    The fact that im alone
    Burns me to the core

    I have friends
    But they never knew
    The sadness in me
    That painfull truth grew

    It hurts, it burns
    But who would have guessed
    That the "happiest" of all
    Was the most depressed

    The pain has changed
    The burning is dim
    But it feels i was torn
    Limb from limb

    But now that my brain
    Detached itself
    I feel no pain
    Just nothing

    I dont want to live
    But im afraid of dieng
    It would be more pain
    And im scared of trying