• I’m sitting on the porch
    Wind blowing through my hair
    The ducks are frolicking in the pond
    But I just can’t seem to care

    Life goes on around me
    I don’t participate
    I go through all the motions
    But what I really do is wait

    I dream about the day
    That you’ll come home to me
    Nothing else is important
    Why can’t people see?

    I don’t want to go out
    I don’t want to have fun
    I don’t want to do a thing
    Until all is said & done

    They took you in the summer
    Now fall is almost finished
    Winter will be here very soon
    And then the year will have diminished

    You have no idea how much I cry
    I never let you know
    It’s so hard out here without you
    But I’m not allowed to let it show

    I must pretend all is fine
    Everyone thinks all’s okay
    But what I never ever tell them
    Is that I cry for you every day

    You left me alone, I didn’t cry,
    I didn’t call you didn’t try.
    Out of all the things I chose you,
    I said I love you I really do.

    But now that you are with her,
    I don’t know why I really care.
    I tried to get over you,
    But I realized that my love is true.

    I did all I could to forget,
    But I couldn’t do it you bet.
    I waited for you on cold nights,
    And over little was what I fret.
    Now that you have forgotten me,
    I always stand under the tree.
    Waiting for you to hold me tight,
    And then I see you with her at night.

    Finally you start coming to the tree,
    just to say, you never loved me.
    You stand there saying lies
    and what you think are final goodbyes.

    You look at me with your dark eyes,
    that remind me of night time skies.
    You tell me you hate me
    that I should just let you be.

    But I can't forgive you for what you have done,
    for screwing with my heart for fun.
    Well that is just our love and hate,
    our destiny and fate.