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Tears streaming down a broken girl's face;
The mere thought of it and her heart begins to race.
She didn't understand why she felt this way;
All she knew was that he wasn't going to stay.
With him she shared her heart;
This cruel world is tearing her apart.
She thought things were going to get better
From the day he met her
She knows she is not to blame
However, she feels ashamed.
His heart aches;
His body shakes.
She hates to see him like this.
He's beyond the help of true love's kiss.
She still loves him
She wants to stop the sin.
Praying to God every chance she gets;
That his heart won't fall into bits.
She's getting afraid now,
She wants to change this but doesn't know how.
Her breath grows short
She has no last resort.
Emotions bottle up inside her
Her happiness is a blur.
Trying to find a reason to smile,
Something he hasn't done in a while.
She senses his pain
She tries to obstain
Yet, the tears stream down
As she begins to frown.
He doesn't know where to turn
This makes her heart begin to burn.
She tries to hid her pain;
He thinks he's going insane.
He wishes she could escape-
Not him, but fate.
They both want out of these messes
That of which only depresses.
She is holding on by a weak thread,
Sometimes she wishes she instead she were dead.
Yet through all of this trouble
Her faiths starts to double.
It make take time
But things will be fine.
She falls to her knees
She begs and she pleads.
Bowing her head
Sharing her troubles with God instead.
She buries her face in her hands;
She knows that God understands.
Spilling her heart out,
He starts to doubt.
This girl of his,
This is what she says,
" Lord, forgive me. I had abandoned you. I allowed the sin to seep into my life. I pushed you aside for things you may despise. I am ashamed. I am not worthy of life. I do not deserve forgiveness or grace. I have done wrong. Please forgive me. Have mercy on me. Please take my heart and let it be all for you. I love him. He needs to be saved. He needs to be shown love, forgiveness, and grace. I can't do this on my own. Put your hand around him and bring him close. Don't ever let him go. It hurts me to see him in so much pain. He has sinned and so have I. We are weak and we often lack faith. I pray that You show us the way and lead us in your grace and glory. Heal him. There is nothing I want more. Please don't leave us behind. You are an amazing God and I love You and I pray this in Yours holy name,
Amen."
As she finished her prayer,
Her heart began to repair.
The Lord was at work in her heart
He was sewing it back, part-by-part.
With a new-found hope
She tried to think of ways to help him cope.
Nothing she thought of would have worked
Until a voice in her head had perked.
She thought it through with great care.
An idea that had always been there.
She would get together their friends
Thinking of his heart, hoping it mends.
They would get together
Making their burdens as light as a feather.
They would pray
For his heart to heal one day.
The tears streaming down her face,
Her heart heart about to race...
She will never lose faith in the Lord
She won't grow bored.
I am her and I love you
I pray for you to gain faith, too.
- by 13angelsburden |
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- | Submitted on 03/17/2011 |
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- Title: Seeing
- Artist: 13angelsburden
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Description:
I wrote this based on me and someone very close to me going through something really difficult right now. I was hoping the story would reach someone, in one way or another.
God bless. <3 - Date: 03/17/2011
- Tags: love faith prayer hope sadness
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Comments (2 Comments)
- 13angelsburden - 03/18/2011
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Awww thank you so much!!!! smile This is pretty much a true story, but it's still in the process of being fixed. The ending is what I WANT to happen, but so far he is making this hard for me to fix. I made this in hopes it would speak to SOMEONE if not him. He didn't seem to like it. :'(
Sorry to go off on a rant, i dont even know if the game notifies you that ive posted. razz - Report As Spam
- The Future Author - 03/17/2011
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-sobs- that was beautiful! i'm crying because the beauty! i wish me and the person i like were close- but i wish nothing like that happens! it must have been terrible! i probably would've died because my crush was in pain and i couldn't think of a way to help him............ BUT. at the end you gain faith in God and all the pieces of the puzzle are put together!
p.s. IT-WAS-BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol - Report As Spam