• Oh so many years have passed,
    Since last words have been uttered,
    Since faces have been seen.
    You are no longer the role model in my life,
    You are now a stranger to me.

    All these years I've learned
    how to deal with the pain.
    The emptiness inside of my heart,
    It's going insane.

    And when I wanted you there,
    You were no where to be found.
    Disappearing into the thin air,
    Like a cruel magic trick,
    And so came true my fears.

    Have you thought about me lately?
    How unforgiving I can be?
    How much pain I have been through,
    How much can you see?

    Because under these layers of hardness,
    There is a little girl crying out.
    Still wanting her fathers hold.
    To know the he will never let go.

    To return is to be cruel.
    To remind me of the pain you put me through.
    All these years without you,
    Are tearing apart this heart.
    And even so,
    Depressingly, tortured, and oh so miserably true,
    You are still my father, and I love you.