• where my heart once was there is now a gapping black hole, devowering my tainted soul
    the one place that healed but still had scars of hatred and pain, has been torn apart by that
    which had tried to mend it.
    tears fall from my eyes the same way your love for me trickled out of your mind. my violent urge to scream break and hit is not dirrected toward you but aimed at the nagging feeling that i didnt try hard enough even though i tried my best, to keep your love an impossibility.
    to hear that you moved on to another pains me only in the way that i cant make sure you'll always be happy, but my threats to this now empty world are that they keep you safe happy and