• My long nights are twisted in pain,
    losing you was my fault for jumping on that train.

    I think of you every night while I sleep,
    I dream of you and me and I awake and weep.

    I stole from you what I can never gain back,
    since I got on that bus with my pack.

    I regret the day I met you,
    not because of you but because of the pain I brought you to.

    I'm a father now and I plan on changing,
    for you and for her I will stop manipulating.

    I broke your heart when I know you truly loved me,
    But all I did was run and flee.

    Now it's time to man up and be there for you,
    Not for me but for you Jamie and don't forget Kelsie to.

    Leaving you was a foolish choice this I know,
    I thought I was smarter I was wrong though.

    You are brilliant and will be a excellent mother,
    I know I will never be the good of a father.

    But i will be there from now on.
    weather on by your side or not ,
    I will carry all your burdens even if they weigh a ton.

    Jamie and Kelsie I love you both so much,
    that I will run any distance and jump any gulch

    I will do anything for you Jamie just let me know
    and I will help come rain, sleet, or snow

    I know I can't fix things,
    and who knows what the future may bring.

    All I wish is that you, me, and James can look back at this, and laugh,
    Knowing this was all in the past, and that we can strive for a future together at last.