• You look at her, she looks at you. You're laughing, she's laughing and kisses you. "W ... what's going on?", I softly whisper and stare at both of you. You don't see me ... do I don't exist anymore in your world? Did she take my place? Tears are falling down my cheeks and I hide behind a wall, so you don't see me ... me and my tears ... me without ... you. Why? What did I do wrong? Was I mean? Was there something I said? I can find no answers. I risk a look at you, you hug her, smiling ... this smile ... you gave ME this smile, not another girl. I can't stop the tears. I want to be with you, don't want to leave. Can I forget you? No, I can't, but I don't even want to. Something wet touches my nose. I look at the heaven and see rain. You're taking a umbrella out, and walk away, together with her ... not me. Do you still remember, what you once told me? You said; "Do you know where the rain comes from? The Angel's are crying, if someone else is crying, over something terrible", you said, smiled at me and continued, "So don't cry too much, alright?". You hugged me and we laughed. I miss it ... the way you smiled, the way you laughed, the way of how you move. Oh, please ... somebody ... help me ...! I run away from the wall, trying to run away from the sadness, from you, from her. I don't even now, what's on my face; Tears or the rain. Suddenly I hear a noise. I turn around, see light's and the next thing I feel, is terrible pain. I lie on the street, blood is flowing to my right arm and it's hard for me, to hold the eyes open. I hear the footsteps running to me. "Damn it! Someone, CALL THE AMBULANCE, WE MUST TAKE HER TO THE HOSPITAL!", a voice yelled. I get weeker, the sound of voice's is slowly fading away ... Am I ... dying? Do you see me? Do you still care about me? Would you cry because I'm dying? No, of course, someone else took your heart. I close my eyes, and feel tears. Maybe this all wouldn't happen ... if you still loved me ... if you would still be ... with ... me. I fall in a deep sleep. I wonder ... do you know, that dying? Probably not. Well then ... good bye ...

    Sorry if something is wrong with my english ...