• Bullet in my brain
    That’s all I have to gain
    Now stay out of my way
    As I end my long days
    I feel like my world is falling apart
    Like it was crumbling from the start
    And there is no one to help me
    Not you, not he, not she, not we
    Is it you?
    Could it be true?
    Or is it me?
    Perhaps that’s how it seems?
    What does it matter?
    I may be as mad as a hatter
    But as long as I fall
    With broken nails tearing at the walls
    You won't fall down with me
    I'm sorry I'm not who I am supposed to be
    Or whoever you wanted me to become
    I guess I'm not good enough
    No matter how hard I changed for you
    I can’t be good enough for you
    So pardon me while I burst into flames
    And maybe your world will go back to the same
    Way was it was before I showed
    And turned you around, screwed everything up
    Where is my mind?
    When did I ever drop it and leave it behind?
    I look out over the water but see nothing on the horizon
    I seek desperately for starry eyes and
    I look to the moon for the sign or a clue
    But it speaks nothing, no words are true
    I’m sorry that I wasn’t good enough for you
    But I love you, no matter what you do
    So let my bullet fly
    An arrow launched across a short sky
    Maybe we’ll all feel better when I die
    I guess we’ll have to see as time goes by