Serenity

• Artist: Kaia Black
• Description: About my friend. Personal story so this is all you get :3
  Love ya <3
• Date: 06/30/2011
• Tags: serenity

They taught me to lie
They taught me to hate
My blood lust, it rises
And now its to late

It pounds through my head
My eyes cloud with red
My fists, they clench
My heart fills with dread

The rage blots it out
There's no hope for them now
They'll be pounded into the ground
Like pulverized cow

Their blood stains the streets
People look in fear
My mind shouts in glee
My heart drowns in tears

My body pounds
Eyes search for more prey
My breathing is fast
My mind's lost it's way

It wonders in circles
My mind has gone wild
I snarl their death
But who'll take care of my child

When she's loving and grown
What will she see
Her father, tender and loving
Or this raging monstrosity?

Can I be this man
violent, hateful, and mean
And still love my daughter
The way love deserves to be

As my rage dies down
My eyes turn to blue
My darkness, it fades
Her light already shines through

I won't be my father
One who was never there
I'll love that girl
I'll be a full papa bear

My madness is gone
I look all around
I see the sky and trees
Then i look to the ground

They lie there moaning
Breathing hard, spilling blood
My hearts it shivers, my mind goes blank
They cower in the mud

My doubts crowd back
How can I love that girl
she deserves so much better
She's a precious, delicate pearl

Will i have the will power?
Will i have the strength?
Can i be everything to her
Will i go the extra length?

My eyes shine blue
My rage is dead
I walk home alone
Thoughts cloud my head

My courage it rises
My mind is made up
I'm her father, her daddy
Enough is enough

I'll control my rage
without bottling it up
I'll let it all out
For her I'll be tough

She'll be my peace and my control
It will be just her and me
My calmness and peace
My sweet Serenity.