• Put all my laughing and joking aside. Put all my smiles in a box. Stick a pin in all my sarcastic remarks. What is left? What is left when you take away all that I have? You are left with a sad, little thing in a corner. Look at it. It's dark and gloomy. The dark light coming from it kills everything in it's path. It is a horrible thing. Don't you wish you had kept the jokes? The sarcasm? The laughing? Do I have a reason to laugh. Ha ha ha! Look! Death! Ha ha ha! Look! Depression! Ha ha ha! People suffocating me! I say something wrong, you cover my mouth with your hand and smile. "It didn't mean it. It lied. It joked." No. No I didn't. I told the truth. The truth. Lovely. The truth. Disgusting. The truth. Throw it away. Keep it in a box. Do what you please.