• Shut the door,
    on your way out,
    No point in fighting,
    I'm not gonna shout,

    I'll just close my eyes,
    but not really at all,
    I don't know if I can sleep,
    I'll stare at the wall,

    If only they knew me,
    how I knew myself,
    Understanding, unclearly,
    But what if I don't know myself?

    Was... Was I even talking,
    to anyone at the start of this?
    Or was it haunting memories,
    That made me feel this s**t...

    Like I said I don't sleep,
    and I also don't heal,
    All those cuts sink and seep,
    But you didn't believe they're real...

    My mind is blank,
    My ego has sank,
    and another time,
    I to go to bed,

    Still can't sleep at all,
    Thinking of the words you said,
    Trying to fix who I am,
    Makes me wanna be dead,

    Trust me,
    This ain't hell,
    Hell is.... Hell is,
    What's here ahead.