• I Thought I had one
    But I always had zero
    You were my light, my sun
    You were my batman, my hero

    If Only things were different
    would it still be the same outcome or neither
    Have our paths never on this pavement
    have not one memory, not one fragment

    Would it all be better for me
    Would it be perfect for you
    I have no one now
    Never thought this nightmare would come true
    harder and harder reality comes, it hits me in the face
    I'll have to survive another day

    Like suicide has never been an option
    but I know it's not the right way
    I can't give up, I always hit continue
    This game of life sucks and I want to hit pause and go to the main menu

    Do it on your on they say
    Grow up and get over is the way?
    Like I never thought of what you say
    Its not as simple as you think
    Somedays I just want to lay down and sink
    Into my bed
    cover my head
    and cry it all away

    You helped me get over it
    But you brung it back
    Twice as strong it feels like a heart attack
    I know for a fact
    You know this and my pain
    You know i'm going insane

    But you never liked me at all
    I was a burden, I was making you fall
    You hate me and find me disgusting
    Now you've reduced me to nothing.