• these feelings is driving the insanity up my spine
    i can hardly see down the roadway straight
    there is a heavy mist that has built in my mind
    and i really have a heavy feeling that does not feel great

    then again
    where my soul would spin
    above my sickly broken stomach
    is a feeling so euphoric

    mixed in like cake batter with loneliness and regret
    looks like giving up my heart cant pay this debt
    i do what i can to move past the heavy feeling
    another heart i need to be stealing

    what am i doing, i do not need this
    i need to find away past the pain
    past what is driving me so insane
    ...its no use i have no control
    pandoras box been open and its on a roll
    chaos filled my universe
    and every moment it all gets worse
    i know better from the past
    i should of known this would always last
    i need to turn my back and walk
    leave it all behind while i run out the clock.


    its still no use, i am a slave to love
    it is all i can ever think of
    i am ready for the end
    and above my emotions will ascend
    its eating me live like a constrictor
    but i will fight until i am the victor.