• My Facade

    All alone, in an empty room
    sitting here longing for you.
    My mind is in turmoil, my heart is healing
    but yet I still can’t shake this feeling
    I need you, I love you, I never let go
    But for you, my life, was just a show.

    I know you never felt this way.
    but yet I am put in such dismay.
    My love for you was more than enough
    yet you denied me, my fight was tough.

    I may be good at fooling the wise
    But behind these kind words, my feelings arise.
    A life I long for, a life with you,
    It’s not something that one like me can do.

    My smile hides my feelings inside
    some laughter, some care, some interesting vibes.
    Everything you see everything you know,
    Is unrealistic, you know I’m just a joke.

    You let me down and I thought I had died,
    but little did we know, it was only your demise.

    My heart is torn and shattered now.
    All my fears came crashing down.
    My life is over my thoughts had passed.
    That’s what I get for having a heart of glass.

    You can’t take back what you’ve already done,
    just let me be alone.
    My feelings
    there are none.


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