• When will it stop?
    When will my mind be at peace?

    Every day is the same, tears, anxiety, nothingness,
    Heart pounding, do I dare do it?
    Will I be brave or weak enough?
    'A permanent solution to a temporary problem'
    Supposedly comforting until you realise
    Your problems aren't temporary at all
    For some this is comforting,
    To me it affirms the dark desires

    My problems aren't temporary,
    I envy people who's problems are tangible,
    A partner leaving or losing a job,
    I am the problem,
    My mind is the problem,

    I want to believe this is temporary,
    I want release,
    I want to be normal,

    Do I dare do it?
    Run out and look at the oncoming lights,
    The squealing wheels. The deafening horn.
    Finally, the end.